A Liar's World
I kind of fell in love with it after Emi and Anba's covers.
I lie a lot to myself and to Berry a lot. I only lie to protect myself. It's the selfish thing I do. I might be also protecting him too..? I don't know. I think that we might be secretly lying to each other..? I think he knows I still like him, but pretends not to, to keep things normal between us? I don't want to lose him. I know he's not a petty person, but I'm afraid of losing what I have with him. I don't want this to end. If this friendship is all I can have, it's ok. I can take it. It'll hurt, but it'll slide off my back like it always does. Berry and BBQ were talking about relationships, and I realized how much dislike I have for Grapefruit. (WTF names, I know.) I believe he loves Berry, I do. I don't know why I lie to myself saying I can do better, when he makes Berry happy already and that should be enough for me.

I shouldn't ask for anything more. God has already given me more than enough. I REGRET HANGING UP EVERY TIME.
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