Anime watching, feelings, etc.
I loved Eden of the East! I finished it in one day. OTL I skipped like little bits here and there where there was no dialogue. <== THIS IS SUCH A BAD HABIT. I DISAPPROVE OF MYSELF, BUT I CAN'T HELP IT. I DON'T HAVE THE PATIENCE OR TIME. ANYWAYS, YEAH. I got really into it and kind of zoned out of focus this weekend. OTL SO BAD...!! ANYWAYS, life's been ok. I really don't enjoy it when my parents don't give or take money out of my account though. That's not cool, dad. Not cool at all. OTHER THAN THAT, I'm currently really happy. I got to spend time with Berry lots today. At the start of today, I was feeling kind of bad since I felt ignored in a call. I honestly just don't do well with too much people. I either feel left out or feel like I'm leaving someone else out. That's why 2-3 people calls are ideal for me. I just don't want to be not heard. What else? Berry and I had this one laughing fit where we could NOT stop laughing for some reason. It started with him laughing evil-y and then I did my creepy man laugh and we were imitating my landlord...? YEAH. Just being like this is enough sometimes. I would have loved to hear him snore but, HMPH!(ノΩДΩ)ノ I AM MY OWN WORST ENEMY. /saidhisnamewhenhewasfallingasleepandwokehimup. OTL I love him lots, but I know it won't end well or the way I wished it would be. I really want this one-sided love to end soon. I promised to love him forever, but when I said that, that day, I wonder which "love" I meant. I wonder how long I will continue to love him as more than a friend? Sorry to you, my heart. 。゚(゚ノω`゚)゚。 He doesn't see you as anything more than a friend. Here's a band aid for now. Fight on!

Yogi's adorable by the way. ; m ;)// If we ever meet, I wanna hug him. Sad, that "if" always makes me so upset.
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