Happy endings.
I just got to the "epic climax" of Playful Kiss. Oh Ha Ni and Baek Seung Jo both make me so mad and yet at the same time, I adore them both. (No matter how evil and cold I'll claim Seung Jo to be.) Just watching the two makes my heart wrench. It just tickles at my chest and I want to scratch, but I know the itch won't go away. orz One-sided love is indeed painful. It makes me mad seeing Oh Ha Ni have so many nicer options than Seung Jo. Why him? It's probably because they complete one another. I just hate how in my eyes of my one-sided loved with Berry, I'll never get the happy ending Oh Ha Ni got to have. My Seung Jo won't ever look back at me. I am the foolish clown that will keep smiling and falling for him, as long as he'll be happy. It hurts to think about it. I want to move on. Like another guy. Any other guy. But then, what's the point of forcing that on myself? I don't know. I'm tired and should go sleep. I'm happy for Oh Ha Ni and Baek Seung Jo. I wonder if there'll ever be something so perfect for me as well in life? A happy ending to a love story. That'd be really nice.
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