I don't have a reason, I don't have a clue.

*Tear* has definitely been playing a lot on my iPod these past few days. I've been crying a bunch as well. It's not fair. I wish I could do more. I wish I could make the pain go away for you, but I can't. TT m TT All I can do, is just sit and stupidly watch, which ends up with me crying along as well. It's so unfair. When I'm crying I feel like I'm throwing a crying tantrum FOR HIM. He's so kind and in love. It's not fair at all. He deserves so much, but asks for so little in return. All he wants is to be loved. You're always beating yourself up about being wrong. You're not. I know you want to be with him. I know it's not good for you, but I feel like the mom at a candy store with my kid crying non-stop for that lollipop. It's not good for you, but you crave it so much that you don't even realize it's bad for you, you just want that satisfaction at all cost. I'd be a bad parent and give in. If I could, I'd help you to get back with him. If that's what would really make you happy, what can I achieve by telling you it's bad for you? You wouldn't care. It's not that I'm trying to spoil you, but I can't stand people being sad. I am trying my best to not be selfish. It's not stupid. You're just in love. Or at least that's what I tell myself to make myself feel better for liking you so much. Things will get better soon. The pain will go away one day. I'd like to believe in that. I believe in it. So I hope you'll be happy again soon. Please. Please. I'm begging you God, please. Please make him happy again. I love him so much. I wonder if I'm just stupid, or is it really love? 。゚(゚ノд`゚)゚。
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