I love you.
That's all. I know you don't see me that way. I know that these feelings can destroy the only connection I have with you, yet I can't seem to throw them away. So, I'll hide them. I just won't ever tell you. I wish you'd find out and leave me, because I know I could never leave you. No matter how I say I can do it, I can't find myself to cut away the last thing I have with you. I rather never say how I feel as long as I can be close like this with you. Even if it is not enough and more than enough at the same time. As long as you'll let me stay by your side like this, it's enough. Even if I'm not the most important to you in the end. I don't want to lose you. It's weird to see the situation happen. If that happened to us, I wouldn't know what to do. Being your friend is more important to me. Being your support is what I want. Being there when you need me...if you ever need me...I just want to make sure you're happy..even if I don't end up with you by my side forever. This moment in time is just fine as well..I hope you'll at least know that much. I love you. I love you. I know you'll never love me the way I love you, but it's ok. One-sided love turns out to be my specialty. x'DDD Be happy, ok? I know this is all I'll ever get, and I won't mind. Just don't hate me if you ever find out, ok? I tried my best. So please, let this just be enough. If I ever do anything, just cut me off. I can't stand the pain of being ignored by you, but if it ever happens, I'll know that we once were close. One-sided love hurts. It's almost been a whole year and a half. Why can't I give up? Am I destined to be by your side forever as a friend and your jester? I know you're my prince that I can't have because he's in love with someone else, his true love.

Ok. Done. Venting done. /o/
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