If saying anything like this would do any of us good.
I don't know. I'm just bursting at the seams at times with emotions. It's silly. In the end, my feelings for Berry will disappear. At least, that's what I'm hoping for. I already know the answer. I know it so well, yet I seem to disregard any kind of logic. Hopefully, I'll grow out of this one day. I'm not saying anything, but the guilt I get reminded of every time. I can't. I'm too ashamed. However, it's been two years. It's almost two years at least. How did this even happen? Why haven't we ran out of things to say? I always have lots to tell him, I suppose. He makes me happy. He makes me smile even on days where I feel like I can't. I'm sad that I can't do anything for him in the end. I'm sorry that I can't do anything for you. I just want to make you smile and happy. That alone is enough, right? In the end, the one I like/love most is you. I just hide it away with my "fangirl" side. I don't want this friendship to end, but one day, it might. If I decided to say it again, it will, won't it?
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